Full-Blown Agony: My Fight Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation sprang behind my one eye. Then came rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense discomfort behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
About one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder note this.
In 1998, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a calm advisor guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some people.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a